Aside

It takes a lot of courage to rise up again.

It is like in boxing, when your opponent knock you down isnt it hard for you to get up again? It will take a lot of courage and eagerness to rise up again.

Just like in real life, ung nasa momentum ka na at nasa climax part na tsaka ka bumagsak. Parang lahat nung pinaghirapan mo naglahong parang bula. Then when you decided to get up from your downfall, ung journey doble ung hirap sa nauna.

Habang ung mga kasabayan mo dati malapit na sa tuktok, ikaw bumalik sa umpisa. At some point it makes me sad and a little bit jealous. While other people were going firm in their relationship with the Lord, ako parang new believer na kakasaved lang.

I really don’t know how to fight this fight of faith but one thing is for sure, it will take a lot of courage not to give up on this fight. He is with me i shall not fear.